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Name: .Krissy.x3
Country: United States
State: Florida
Birthday: 11/14/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: [rowing].[jogging].[bubble.baths].[close.friends].[stars].[poetry].[music].[black&white.photos].[sunsets].[driving.for.no.reason].[sleeping].[dreaming].[dancing.in.the.rain].[shopping].[boys].[music].[drummers].[local.shows].[koalas].[the.beach].[swingsets].[shoes].[movies].[cuddling.with.boys].[memories].[people.watching].[boys.with.lip.rings].[piercings].[tattoos].[dead.roses].[autumn].[hot.chocolate].[bright.eyes].[matchbook.romance].[cursive.x3].[my.chemical.romance].[sparta].[dashboard.confessional].[reedddd].[yellow].[scrapbooks].[love.movies].[letters].[teddy.bears].[writing.my.problems.on.a.rock.and.throwing.it.
in.the.ocean..hoping.it.will.solve.all.of.my.
problems].[snow].[autumn.leaves].[candles].[vanillia.smelling.anything].[boys.in.spandex].[just.so.much...the.list.is.endless].
Expertise: [[rowing]]
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Member Since:
10/5/2004
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| I had a beautiful, beautiful time.
the drives and the talks were amazing.
the kind of friend I though I'd never find
I had a beautiful, beautiful time
you have a beautiful, beautiful smile.
the way it cuts and collapses on your lips.
and when you touch me I shake like a child.
it's late I'm afraid you might leave.
because sometimes it seems like you still don't believe me.
and there's nothing I can do to concentrate.
it's so distracting always thinking of you.
so I expose and explain and I meant everything that I said.
it's moments like this that repeat and replay in my head.
when I'm laying in bed.
it's a beautiful, beautiful time.
as you laugh and roll onto your stomach.
the carpet embraces your design.
my heart pounds as I lay by your side.
because sometimes I find that I am unable to hide all these.
feelings that flow.
in this basement and in this dim light.
you look so beautiful.
I'm unsure and unclear with the words that I say.
I'm happy when you are near and I wish that forever could stay.
just like today.
you have beautiful, beautiful eyes.
so bright and alive and enchanting.
I want to be with you all of the time.
it's hopeless but I have to try anyway. | | |
| Just admit it, you need me like a bad habit. | | |
| It only took one look from your eyes,
They sparkled just like the stars above.
You brightened up my life in just one minute,
You captured my heart exclusively.
Forever you and me as sure as the bird fly over the mountain,
As sure as the fish live in the deep blue sea.
I just gotta tell you that you're all of that to me.
Can't you see my world is falling apart and the only thing you can do is stand there and watch... | | |
| I'm crumbling internally..
Dying emotionally
Pain that's more painful than anything I can bare
From a love I once had but now not there
Only if i didn't just let things go
Should have stopped things when it was going slow
I swore that I would forever be by his side
Now this promise would only hurt me if it were to be satisfied
Never mishandle something so fragile as love
Because it hurts the soul more than the mind ever does
But I'm breaking this rule... breaking a heart
I was tearing it to pieces right from the start
I was so stubborn and just had to go on
How can i tell him i don't love him.. and that i was wrong
How can anyone tell someone they vowed to love that it was a lie
How can i reverse the words and say good-bye... | | |
| Heart-shaped hallways.
Leading the way to nowhere.
And I'm left stranded here.
Two years from anywhere.
Too scared to leave the shelter of this fear.
I'll just follow the fragrance of these fake tears.
Your silence says it all. I know your throat is swelling.
You want to say so much.
But you're afraid you might say what you mean this time.
I loved you for who you were.
You tried and tried to change me.
It's funny now how you say you're leaving.
Because I'm not the man I used to be.
Shape someone else now, mold someone new.
Take someone else down, your heart-shaped hallway too. | | |
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